Ever have infused knowledge that you just know to be true? It sits in your bones and there is no doubt of it even if you don’t know why you know, let alone how you know, but you trust you know, because you can feel it’s truth right down to your bones.
That mouthful describes my coming into this world bringing with me two truths that I have always known, but until adulthood never quite understood.
I am vibrating at the same frequency as this table. We are made of the same stuff and that is why I am in this body, this physical form, able to interact with the other objects and stuffs of this physical plane. We are both vibrating at the same frequency.
Interesting concept for a toddler to hang onto even if they don’t have the words to express what they know is true. Of course I grew up, learned language and created word boxes for the stuff of life. For a time I forgot all about the knowledge I’d brought with me along for the ride when I decided to Reincarnate here. I think there is very good reason for wiping the palette clean and clearing our memories of all other lives past, present or future. I mean who the hell could focus on being in the moment, being present and dealing with current relationships if we spent our waking hours obsessing over every other life we’ve lived.
I do believe in frequencies of consciousness, and layers of reality all existing simultaneously. Those of us who are ‘sensitive’ in one regard or another find ourselves catching glimpses of those ‘layers’ especially when they lay down like three notes becoming a chord. I call it ‘Bleed Through’. When the frequencies bleed into each other a little some of us can see, hear, feel, touch and experience it in some fashion. We have all sorts of names for these experiences. Some folks call it Clairsentient, Clairaudient, Clairvoyant etc. but the wider term is Psychic/Medium. All it means to me is that we can perceive other realities and the beings that inhabit those other frequencies from time to time.
The second truth I brought with me into this incarnation is by far my favorite.
I am in a ‘Play’. I am the main character, and all of you are props for me to experience myself. However, just as you are props for me, I too am a prop for you as you play the central character in your play.
Talk about self absorbed (lol). Actually I found that nugget very helpful as I read through Don Miguel Ruiz’s book The Four Agreements: A Practical Guide to Personal Freedom, A Toltec Wisdom Book . As a Shaman he describes this life we are leading as a dream in which we are the main character, and the play that goes on in the theater of our mind is really all about us, and has little to do with the outside world or reality for that matter, for our version of ‘reality’ is biased by our perceptions and world views, and colors everything we come into contact with.
In other words what I think, feel and believe has everything to do with who I am and nothing to do with you or anyone else whatsoever. It’s all a dream, and when my time here is through and I shed this mortal coil I can return to the astral plane with a great story to tell. With any luck it will be an exciting, wondrous, and adventurous story of love, laughter and enlightenment as I found my way around and it led back to ……me.
These are the memories, the truths I carried with me into this human experience as an infant, that I “re-member-ed” like the haunting melody of a much beloved song. Whatever songs are inside you, may they drift into your awareness until one day you find yourself whistling a tune that you forgot to forget.